傀儡
一直以來都認為自己只是工作上的的傀儡
我的創作空間淪為公司與客戶角力的比武之地
殊不知
在情感上
心
已不知不覺
一天一天地倚賴著你
那無形卻強而有力的線
緊緊的拉扯著我
每當你稍不以為意地垂下線把
身體就不懂得如何協調
亦沒有力量去支撐和走動
突如其來的恐懼和孤單感旋即湧上心頭
軀使著「逃避」和「負面情緒」雙雙向你投訴
你可累了嗎?
安全感時刻提醒我
它不甘心永遠安坐在我手中
心裏總害怕終有一天
當自己「不幸地」完全被操控後
而你又突然放手
我會承受不了
選擇了掙脫那些可恨的線
跌跌碰碰地去行我自己的路
我看見你很快地
安心的讓我走
你的臉
離我越來越遠
越來越矇矓......
我的心
越來越痛
越來越淡......
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Insomnia
10:44a.m.
X_X
I couldn't sleep after lying on the bed last night again! ....
Having started to lose my consciousness after 1 hour, nightmares attacked my mind.
After an impressive nightmare waking me up at 6 sth in the morning, i couldn't sleep again anymore......and I thought it was time to leave my bed......
I want quality sleep :(
Wake up, Work Hard, Hoiman!
posted by Hoiman @ 1:01 AM
6 Comments:
Oh! It's really bad to have insomnia wo...do u suffer from that very often? If so, i think you need to learn about 'sleep hygiene' ar!! e.g. try not to force yoouself to sleep if u are not that sleepy/ failed to sleep after lying on bed for sometime, instead you should go to do something that will make yourself tired, e.g. read books... hope this helps you
p.s. luckily i seldom like this, my problem is.... sleep too easily, ive slept while driving before..haha..:p
try to do some exercise everyday or at night..it might help...
B.
Candy, thanks for your tips! It maybe due to my sudden change of sleeping schedule...I think i need time to adapt to it... or maybe I think too much...haha...
oh, it's horrible for u to sleep while driving....don't drive when you are sleepy!!! Ask your bf to drive u la!
B,
I keep to swim...and I am very tired during daytime, but I don't know why I am so energetic at night...maybe I am really a typical nocturnal animal...:P
OH U DREW IT GA?
I SEE AND FEEL THE TEAR....
B.
PS: I AM DESIGNING MY CABINET AND BOOKSHELVE NOW COS MY MUM AND SISTER URGE ME TO FINISH IT BEFORE THIS SUNDAY...SO U CAN SEE I USE CAPITAL LETTERS
OH SWIMMING IS SO HEALTHY..BUT HOW MANY TIME DO U SWIM EACH WEEK? OH YEA, MAYBE U NEED TO TAKE TIME TO BE USED TO THE NEW BIOLOGICAL CLOCK LA!
SAME AS U, LAST SUNDAY, I MAKE A CALL TO MY EX COS IT WAS A SPECIAL DAYS FOR US...BUT I DID NOT SAY ANYTHING..IT WAS THE FIRST TIME FOR THESE 3 YEARS...
>_<...
B.
I have got allergy on my cheeks recently...better to stop swimming now...-_-
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