Sunday, March 19, 2006

Untitled

很久沒打日記了
因為沒什麼值得打吧

只知近來越來越害怕醒來後的感覺

很想一睡不起

Friday, March 10, 2006

一年前的預言靈驗了

很諷刺......

背影......真的感覺很遙遠......


只需一年, 一切也變了......

http://hoiman.blogspot.com/2005/02/blog-post_17.html#comments

No..no...

My heart is melting

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Wake Up!

Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! ...........

I think I really have to wake up...
It's not worth it...
Let me be an "environmental-friendly" person -- save my tears!

But no "wake up" at midnight please...I t's really annoying to waste 2 hours on being fully awake, doing nothing in full darkness on the bed, even I try to force myself to sleep since 1a.m. recently!! Is it good to buy some pills?


Special thanks to:
Betsy - for being my listener almost everyday
Cat - for meeting me in such a short stay in HK
Leslie - for wake-up calls and drawing happy picture for my MSN
Black - for mailing me a lovely card
Marco - for a warm call and advice
everyone who are reading now - for caring me


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My Johari Window
using data from 12 respondents.

My conclusion:
I ended this survey after receiving feedbacks of 12 people as the results are quite obvious... I could conclude that my self-disclosure is very high...too high that the Façade window is empty! (i.e. I don't have any things hidden from others!)

Should I be less frank?

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Arena

(known to self and others)

cheerful, complex, friendly, idealistic, sentimental, sympathetic

Blind Spot

(known only to others)

able, adaptable, brave, calm, caring, clever, giving, happy, helpful, independent, ingenious, intelligent, kind, knowledgeable, loving, observant, organised, religious, searching, self-assertive, sensible, silly, spontaneous, tense, warm

Façade

(known only to self)

Unknown

(known to nobody)

accepting, bold, confident, dependable, dignified, energetic, extroverted, introverted, logical, mature, modest, nervous, patient, powerful, proud, quiet, reflective, relaxed, responsive, self-conscious, shy, trustworthy, wise, witty



Dominant Traits

61% of people agree that hoiman.tif is sentimental

Other main percentages

caring (23%) cheerful (23%) giving (30%) intelligent (23%) kind (30%) loving (23%) religious (30%) sympathetic (23%) warm (30%)

view hoiman.tif's full data

Monday, March 06, 2006

Please tell me more

Do you know Johari Window? (DGCers, remember?)
You must know if you have studied communication-related subjects.

For anyone who knows me, please feel free to choose 5 or 6 adjectives to describe me, so that I could know myself more, thanks :)

(if you feel unconfortable, then just using a nickname is ok!)

My Johari Window - please click here

Sunday, March 05, 2006

So cold...

1:43a.m.
Encountering extreme loneliness and insecurity...

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3:45a.m.
Why do tears run in a non-stop way?
Will I become blind?

Just visited Dr. Wu on wednesday...
$540... -_- (she has already given me 50% discount on the consultation fee upon my request)

Result:
Shortsightedness --- 125 / 100
Astigmatism --- 100 / 25


Horrible...how come my sight get worse even i get older?