Make myself busy 2
Feeling down and lonely...
Alone at home again...I am like living alone as before.
I forget when have all my weekends and sundays turned out to be the same as weekdays.
Anyway, I forced myself to do something I like.
I love the pumpkin muffin of Casa Patisserie in Central. Its texture is dense bread-like, with just little sweetness, let you teste the original whole wheat flavour. You have it as if having a bowl of rice...since it appeases your hunger satisfactorily. It sold at $10 each but I think it's worth it... As it uses large amount of Japanese cake flour and whole wheat flour, as well as relatively expensive sugar substitute. You also have to boil the pumpkin before and the dough is very sticky to handle...finally the kitchen turns into a mess but just 4 muffins are yielded...so, $10, go for it!
Bad mood's come back after baking. What am I doing?
I am writing here to pretend chatting with someone who doesn't visit here...what a stupid girl.
posted by Hoiman @ 7:07 PM
13 Comments:
oh..so delicious..hungry now as i am alone at home...let me eat!!
I got my ex-gf's ecard just tonight...but I may not open it...
You are B, right?
Getting myself ready to go home, stop by and see is there any update. Oh, and here it is. I am always imagining that there will be a warm nice dinner when I get back home from studio. However, there is only the cold empty kitchen and I. Last 5 days, I ate 5 or 6 meals totally, and all by myself. Whatever. I get used to it already.
Are you expecting someone to read it over and, somehow, who is not going to be? Um… it seems you are so willing to chat with "someone", but even "…who doesn't visit here…" That's kinda sad. Is it where your "feeling down and lonely" mood come from as well? I'm sorry that I couldn't do anything to cheer you up and get you out of that loneliness.
I will try my best.
yea........
B
B,
Am I clever? haha..
meiji black,
Hey, it seems that you are going to be crazy as your biological clock is reversed and how can you still survive by just having one meal per day? Don't scare me! Remember, "Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your body. (1 Corinthians 6:19-20) This verse emerged whenever I treated body badly...Let's learn together!
You are right, to some extent...
Basically, I am a troublesome girl...
I wanna visit u ga ~ but i cant ~ so ~ how about u visit me ?? hehe~
um? I meaned visiting my blog wor, haha :)
I have visited your blog ga! :)
yea..u r clever la...
I still have not read the ecard....once i have read, she knew that i have read it......so do u understand my feeling on that?
oh...forget to award u for ur cleverness tim..hehe
Stop being so negative la. I come here at lunch from time to time ga. Remember to focus, focus and focus! Don't think too much la!
Hey Hoiman, cheer up!
Meanwhile, just read your entry and knowing you're being shortlisted!! Congrats girl!! When will you get the interview?!
go read this:
http://202.64.132.104/b5/2000/Daily.asp?ID=2/04/2000
Angus,
Thanks for reading. In fact I really don't want to write negative things here as it may influence my friends...but just to be frank towards each of you...maybe it's a good way for me to relieve. :) Yes, thanks for reminding me to "focus"! Yes...nothing is more important than that at this moment :)
Harli,
Hey dear, I still don't know the exact day but it will be from late of March to early April...A little bit worry for that...help! xox
Anonymous,
Thanks for your sharing! Sometimes I really can't help seeking for human's love and always be disappointed. I am weak and sometimes inevitably avoid to be surrounded by God's love, which is unconditional... it's weird, right? It's my weakness, and I know I have to fight against it.
Today God reminds me from my spiritual study that one may feel uneasy, worried and nervous when something is uncontrollable. What I have to do is not striving to control or playing a tough role, but trying to be relaxed...and let God do it.
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