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I was shocked...

Anyway, I had calmed down after 3 hours...Anger had been taken over by disappointment...as I have swallowed the anger crazily...

Just feel that I am too light in other's heart.
Let it be. I am not qualified to ask for anything.

I thought I was tough enough as I didn't cry in this week. But then, I collapsed by a glimsp on a face yesterday and 2 sms today...so weak I am.

I have to protect myself...

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Simply Diary

My aunt
On wednesday, I had Dinner with my aunt and her family whom I haven't met for 2 years. Mother's face emerged in my mind when I met my aunt......as she is the only one who supported me when mother was tortured by cancer. She said," 8.5 years already, Time fries" ...yes...time can heal wounds. Let me share more later.

Tips for sleeping
Anyone could give me some tips of how to fall asleep at bedtime? For this week, I spent 1.5 hours in average lying on the bed before falling asleep even I am physically exhausted. And I woke up at 0630 and couldn't sleep anymore yesterday...... just slept for 3 hours...

Warmth from friends

I really feel care and warmth from my friends. Ginny gave me a recipe calendar and we had a good local Shanghai lunch yesterday. Thanks dear! I love it~! Hope you like the cookies I specially baked for you! ( could you feel the power of photography? Photos could really cheat! hehe)

Thank Kosby for inviting me to go to Shirley Kwan's concert tonight (even you just wanted a companion :P ) But I wanted to take a rest at home...hope you didn't go alone! I don't know why there were many chance of seeing a free concerts for me......Hacken Lee (2 days), Eason Chan and Shirley Kwan...... but I just attended one of the Hacken Lee's concerts. Actually I am interested in David Tao's coming concert in April...thank Ray for inviting me too...but I don't wanna spend on tickets, sorry, haha...

Thank Fish for recommending me to work as a part-time web designer. He knows I am so poor but I dare not find a full-time job before April. Wairing for good news now; Otherwise, see if I will be still alive by spending savings, haha.

Stranger
Someone from "Live Magazine" asked me to help being a model in a street of Wan Chai after meeting Ginny yesterday. I met countless so-called talent agencies in Central before but it's my first time in Wan Chai. However, since he couldn't tell clearly what "Live Magazine" is (just said it's available in newsstand), who he is (just said from "Live Magazine"), what I have to do (just said "to help" photo-taking)...etc, so i just left, otherwise I would try. In fact I trust him, as those who cheat are mostly with a silver tongue, haha.

TIT*F
Then I walked from Wan Chai to Causeway Bay. I couldn't help visiting TIT*F! Remember this bakery I mentioned long time ago? Click here to recall. After moving, I usually visit it everytime when I go to Causeway Bay...this time i had spanish muffin and green tea bread...they cured my "homesickness" (Tai Hang)...haha


Pumpkin and Red Bean Paste
I feel uneasy if I don't cook something everyday recently...is it an illness? I made this chinese dessert today. It's brown in color, not quite attractive...but it tastes good and is nutritious.

Stress
Feeling stressful. A phone interview and a face-to-face interview will be held in March...x_x Both will alter my future...

posted by Hoiman @ 1:17 AM